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I promise myself, this will be my last depression in life. Checked. Carpe diem started :)

Night before the dawn is dark. Moments before tsunami are dull and calm. Caterpillar is ugly before becoming beautiful butterfly. Harland Sanders used 60 years to establish the amazing fried chicken. Metamorphosis takes time. Change is painful. I am the happiness key holder. My amazing life restarts today, and now !

People always say be yourself. They say live life as your own life. They tell you to embrace every moment. Live life as if it's the very last day of your life. Steve said. Theories are so common. Everyone knows.  Practice requires a little strength, a little wisdom. I hope I could have done a little bit better. Live life as the last day of your life.

I posted this in Facebook before but I would really want to mention it again, also for recording purposes. Three most important values in life, for me. First, humble. A Chinese idiom said, when you have the skills/ability/knowledge, showing off is just a wasting of resources, because it happens naturally. Always hold a genuine belief in your heart that your values will be recognised and discovered by others when you really possess it. When communicate with people, you don't need to tell people about your strengths or all the 'so proud of you' moments expressly. You don't need to cover your weaknesses with all excuses or lies. You know where you are. Why so scare of facing your failure or weaknesses? Just be honest and show the most honest side of you. Your face doesn't worth single sen though. You don't have to care how people see you. Because they just see you as yourself, if you portray yourself honestly. Be receptive, you are not center of the univ...

The last day of May in 2013. Second year life comes nearer to the ending. Exam, nothing much special nor excitement, seems like accepted it as part of the life routines. Getting busier, in another words challenging I will say. But so far everything is really going good.Grateful. Problems always come out at any point of time. Some may be true, some come from sceptical-ness. Stay calm and go to it is the only way. Humility decides everything. Skills bring you fast, attitude brings you far. Anticipating the next few months. I am ready, common!

2013年5月，法律系二年级也即将画上句点。 今天无意间在Youtube点击到'下一站，幸福' 我突然想起，令我印象非常深刻的一段剧情。 剧中任光晞为梁慕橙在真相调查庭辩护的一幕。 虽然当中要表达的更多是爱情，是人性的丑恶 而且也是纯粹的在法庭上辩论被告是否有罪，缺乏真正的法律成分和程序 但它让我想起了我的初衷，我想要读法律系的理由，我的梦。 其实当中五毕业时，对前路还非常地混淆，只知道自己科学很不错，不应该浪费。 突然说想读法律系，让身边的人都感到错愕，摸不着头脑。 说真的，我也忘了是什么原因。 就只是把所有有可能的都列出来，然后突然间对法律系感兴趣 到后来，千辛万苦地‘挤’进了法律系 两年了，按心自问，我真的有非常努力地在实现我的梦吗? 每个人心中都有一个大大的梦想 每当你幻想它实现的那一刹那时，你会忍不住打从心里笑出来。 人因梦想而伟大，人因去实践梦想而更伟大。 可悲的是，再大的梦，往往都被在途中遇上的挫折，失败，耻辱而越变越小，甚至最后与梦想分手。 我要实现我最大的梦想 站在法庭上，正正有词，勇敢，真诚地为受害人辩护 争取真相，争取正义。                                505, 只须成功，不许失败，祈祷，一个更好的马来西亚。

心里一直以来都有一对非常不合的天使与恶魔。 一个总是鼓催轻轻松松无忧无虑的人生 人生短暂，祸患无常嘛，为何要搞到自己那么辛苦？要享受啊。 另一个，总是不断地鼓励和打气，无论任何时候都在为我加油。 人生要不断地挑战自己啊，一直不断的努力，踏出舒适圈，这才是人生的精彩嘛。 到底哪个？曾经在这两个完全相反的哲学上徘徊，迷惑。 曾经认为自己对后者非常坚定，但却一直遇上了前者的推崇者 信心开始动摇了，开始怀疑自己，到底对不对。 后来认为，没对和错，只是看个人的理念罢了。 自己的路，自己选择。 我还是比较适合后者吧。 喜欢挑战，不怕幸苦，绝不低头。 这样开心点吧。 这才是我的人生! 生活里有太多太多责任任务工作了。 时间只有二十四小时，怎么分配呢？ 大家都说要分轻重。什么是轻，什么是重呢？ 有一些人，一些你应该很珍惜的人，一些对你很重要的人。 牺牲他们是多么地不应该 偏偏他们却是你的‘轻’，你觉得可以‘暂时’放下的人。 也偏偏他们是多么愿意，心甘情愿地让你牺牲。 暂时，久了，就是永远。