Chew Piin Huann 丘品焕

Overwhelming. And this time it overwhelms in the soft side. In a world that rewards big achievements and hoo-ha's and that doesn't value small things, buying a dinner for someone, coming over to someone's place to meet him/her, remembering someone's birthday and actually do something, buy a little gift, bring over a piece of cake, sending gratitude or calling someone for gratitude, all of these looked so unimportant and trivial, but they are so important. Remember, at the end of the day, true love and care are everything. Everything else is secondary. No competition, Clear cut and outright defeat. Gratitude, gratitude, gratitude.  Life doesn't need to be so hard.  The end goal is to have both. It is equally important to live life and to save the world. And it is scientifically, mathematically and clearly doable to do both.  "At the end of my life, I will never miss working for more hours, I will never miss writing one more passage, I will...

10 months. Enough of shits. If you ask someone who is currently studying a degree to quit college, he/she will freak out. If you ask someone to go nuts and finish their money travelling the world before coming back to work, he/she thinks that you are insane. If you ask someone to put failures instead of achievements in resume, he/she thinks what the hell are you thinking. If you ask someone to do business without working experience, he/she laughs at you thinking that you will fail soon. Too funny. Too many people would advise you to do A and B and C. Too many disagreed with unorthodox methods and went on to tell you that "This is not the right way. You should do it like D and E." And this is a perfect match for the term coined by Tim Urban, "Tribalism". Fear and anxiety are such real things that stop humans from conquering so many wonders.  The real way to live life is to determine 2-3 knife-tipping indicators and act with the existenc...

*If stress is the answer for not doing things, then success will never come to you. If give up is the answer, then don't have a goal in life, you won't achieve it. *Faith is very fair to those who worked hard. *Do not afraid of failure, just be afraid that after you have failed for the first time, you don't believe that success will come anymore. *There are millions of reasons that convince you to not to do a thing, but if you found one reason to do it, go for it, because you heart tells you to do so. *The more you look down at me, the more that I want to prove to you that I can. *Don't worry, nothing cannot be solved and through mistakes we learn and grow the most. Cheers! Tonnes and tonnes of challenges and problems exist in life, and the true value of life is to go through them and solve them. *GIP is not for talent gap filling, it's meant for the EP's, it is meant for leadership. We must do it, we must drive it no matter what. ...

How funny it is to see the 3-year-ago me using the first person angle of the today-me. In other words, see the past retrospectively using hindsight. There were many shameful things to reflect upon. Like I was extremely (the word 'extremely' is still an understated adjective to describe, in my opinion) ignorant about the importance of money. I talked shits like 'Don't think about money, the main thing about travelling is to open your world view'. And I took things like 'values', 'happiness', 'learning', 'relevance' as some magical holy sacred Pandoras created by Jesus. I wanted to be the best Buddha that never offend anyone. I clung on every single unimportant and redundant fine details like a koala bear yet I easily over theorised & generalised complicated stuffs into empty big concepts that didn't help but made things more intertwining and sticky. I only thought the big concepts/theories about a plan , and its first step, b...

Life is cyclical. 以前单纯地认为精神就是一切，只要有信念， 努力奋不顾身地去争取，就一定会得到 That's a real pain at the same time real joy, the blissful ignorance of fighting for things that seem impossible yet painful to give up on. 后来一直失败，人家开始跟你讲你这个做错了，那个应该那样做 开始研究所有的‘怎样’和‘如何’ 但所有的‘怎样’和‘如何’都没用解决问题的根本 最后才发现原来精神和信念才是最根本的元素 绕了一大圈，又回到同样的原点，只是这一次起跑的人不在是同一个以前的我了。 On a macro level every single thing and every single people is the same. 要用macro level的精神看世界。 You control every single piece of things that happened to you. It's weird to see how people who are in same age of mine, people who we used to do the same thing, are now doing entirely different things. I view the things that they do as childish, but they view the things that  I am doing stupid too. It's scary to see that how dynamic life is.

"Just go ahead and do what you want to do, we will be your back up." You have no idea how much this little sentence means to me. It means the whole world to me, it means your whole world to me, it means you are risking your life to do something for me. It means that when I was standing on a cliff, standing beside a hundred-metered deep pool, feeling that immense fear of dying, feeling hopeless, feeling total darkness, but you are saying that:"Dont worry, whatever happened I will save you. I will make sure you don't die, I will make sure that you will be safe, I will make sure that you will be okay." Thanks Pua for sending me home all the way from KL when my leg was infected seriously. Thanks Kae Sen for doing the same when I have no car to go back. Thanks How for offering me money to buy a new laptop when mine was stolen (Which idiot would fucking do that?) Thanks Lk for being the one that fucking care about all of us as if our lives are even more import...

Mind blown. Fucking mind-blowing. Intellectual orgasm just happened. I can barely withstand the adrenaline and dopamine flowing in my body now. James Clear, Mark Manson, Richard Koch, Oliver Emberton, Tim Urban, Elon Musk. The things that I have learnt in the past 6 months completely outweigh my 16 years of learning through formal education. Unstoppable, unbreakable. I shall exercise mild control now, but explosions are inevitable :P It's gonna happened soon, very soon.